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Saturday, May 2, 2009

I'VE MOVED PIGSTERS. shy-l.blogspot.com
relink please.(:

what we could have been, 2:19 PM.

ohohohoh.
oh. I changed my skin. Got sickof the old one lol. oh my com is lagging! oh i'm tired of this url, yes i am going to change it. to http://shy-l.blogspot.com . you can start linking me already, the blog's up. just no posts and stuff. well. so there. i shant be posting here anymore. i think. oh what a waste of time. i went through all the trouble to change the skin, and then i'm not using it. am i an idiot. (:
ohohohoh.
i'll be leaving this blog here. heeh(: all the happy memories(: maybe i'll show this to my children next time awahahaha.
bye bloggy.
you pigster.

tag replies:

30 Apr 09, 22:46
elizabelle<3: ellos!tag:)had fun playing captain's ball today:p heard u injured ur leg, u ok?
oh yep fun(: oh it wasn't a big deal. my ankle just sort of twisted itself again but the liagament's already so stretched that i hardly felt anything lol. hm that isn't really a good thing. look forward to playing captains ball again soon aheee(: first pe ive had this year if you exclude the swimmings. which i misse half anyway due to my eye lol
27 Apr 09, 20:23
shar: i wanna go out with you! make time during school hols or last week of sch kay?
YESYESYESYES! i thought you'd all forget about me. seemed like you all forgotme already )< heh(: imy!
25 Apr 09, 13:43
xue wenn <3: there you go ! ;X
xue wenn <3: oh gosh im so sad u nvr link me !!! LINK MEEEEEEEEEEEEE D;
xue wenn <3: yo lydiia ! ;D TAG !!
:D i've linked you! :D
23 Apr 09, 19:56
sici:D: hehe, im tagging agn:D
yes you are, i can see that. did i mention i've finally linked you? :D miss me? i miss trainings poooo )<
21 Apr 09, 23:16
Sheena: HAHAHAHA BOOOOPEEEEEE LOL. yah i still waiting for my belated present xD
heeeeee.
20 Apr 09, 23:50
val ;D: to end of.......................... I LOVE YOU LAH ;D be honoured okay stupid woman! see u 2morrow ;D
val ;D: so yah. n bs! hmm. i hope we will gt more n more orders day by day lah hor. hahas,
val ;D: yeah yeah yeah i will miss u n everyone else lah. so sad. bt at least our training days r the same rite?? somemore same venue most of the time. hahas.
val ;D: hey u stupid woman! copy my smiley face. bleah!
oh i'm smarter than you :D yay ily too -awwwww
19 Apr 09, 16:42
Sheena: YO RELINK:D
relinked!
17 Apr 09, 22:01
shaohao: YOOOOO. HAHAAH CURVE RULER(:
>( dont learn from that sickass eugene! that sc is not model student :D
17 Apr 09, 19:01
sici:D: ahha
sici:D: hi lydia! i want the eeyore! hehe juz kidding:D i want the head!
you wait, i'll chop your head off and give it to eeyore! as a birthday present(: i've linked you btw hee

what we could have been, 1:14 AM.
Saturday, April 4, 2009

WHEEE~ (:


今天,我一直读水浒传,在五个小时内读了七八回!瞧,我厉害不厉害? 呵呵呵。。。
我还用中文打字,还听中文歌呢! 哈哈哈哈!


i've gone cheeeena craaazzyy! :D

what we could have been, 1:19 PM.


shuaii(:



what we could have been, 10:33 AM.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009

I like :D


1 Apr 09, 16:17
natalie: nan xue zhang rocks and wu chun's nose is crocked -.-
1 Apr 09, 16:13
natalie: will kill u hahax\
1 Apr 09, 16:13
natalie: gummy bear is from song rap song haha and u have LEE JUN KI IN UR BLOG I LOVEEEEEEE HIM!! if u hate him i
bleargh i dont like lee jun ki :D yeahh nan xue zhang rocks(: i thought wuchun's mouth was crooked ._. he's still shuai anyway hahah

30 Mar 09, 22:41
Brandon: Eh best la you . Piang eh .. ignore my msg . ;l Never reply . :l Wanted to tell you we are taking pics on fri .. maybe you can beg your way out or something . :l tsk .. idiot . :l
sorry! my sms bombah! already >< sorry sorry. and you could still have told me anyway heeeh(: ah. i wouldnt have been able to go even i kneeled down and kowtowed or something. so.

28 Mar 09, 23:12
.gen.: rest you legs well, they'll do you justice when tou treat them nice!
28 Mar 09, 23:12
.gen.: I've got a friend who ran so much and screwed up her knees and had to go for physio. Aiyoooh, with so many tapes along your legs, you still wanna run hahahah !
28 Mar 09, 23:10
.gen.: raaah. Lydiaaa! Awww, never mind 'bout not getting your deisred times for X-cty, there's still always time to train! But please la, if your legs still hurt bad, rest them, or go see a physio.
:D thanks! I dont wanna screw my legs D: I'm still limping quite bad, ><

28 Mar 09, 10:37
val ;D: *harder
28 Mar 09, 10:37
val ;D: let yr leg recover soon then train harder for next year! u cn do it! JIAYOU!
28 Mar 09, 10:36
val ;D: hey woman! dun blame yrself 4 the team nt getting medal. its nt yr fault seriously. so nw, u must work even herder 2 nt let yr leg gt injured 4 nationals next yr. u wanna gt yr bdiv medal rite??
haha okay>< thanks.(:

27 Mar 09, 20:40
sici:D: rest well n hope u're leg will recover soon!
:D thanks(:

24 Mar 09, 22:28
Yunyi: JIAYOU FOR NATS. YUNYI LOVESSS U
heh. <3

24 Mar 09, 19:27
venus: HELLO!!! JY tomorrow and run fast FAST! ((: yaye JY
>< D:

24 Mar 09, 19:07
val ;D: heyhey! JY 4 2morrow ;D MUST WIN UH!! GO CARROTS ;D
>< i meant to win you know. haha

24 Mar 09, 19:01
`JOANNE: JIAYOU TMR!;D we can do it yah!
>< haha thanks

23 Mar 09, 00:57
.gen.: ;D
:D

what we could have been, 4:43 PM.
Monday, March 30, 2009

Bdiv and some cdiv girls received their nats medals today ._. and I felt sad D: and yeah duh, jealous ;D I still haven't got over it pahh.
Well well I've been asking my cousins about famous food places for geog but none of them are bothering replying me. Hmph.
I'm getting FAAATT!! HOW!? I knew a no exercise lifestyle wasn't right for me. Who ask me do so badly for term 1, now must quit swimming? SHITTZXC. I DONT WANT TO GET FAT!
DIET TIME :D For the first time in her life, Lydia goes on a diet.(: This way I'll also save money wheeee~
Oh science speech went okay today i guess. I don't know if I was loud enough. Oh but I ended on the dot, exactly two minutes! :D pro lydia(:
WATCH GUMMY BEAR ;D

VISIT TWOCARROTS.BLOGSPOT.COM!

what we could have been, 8:57 PM.
Sunday, March 29, 2009

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

what we could have been, 12:31 PM.
Friday, March 27, 2009

100th post!
GUMMY BEAR SONG(:
watch.

what we could have been, 10:09 PM.

Oh dont' ask me how nationals went. It was a disaster. I screwed up. Or my legs screwed up. Whichever. We came in team 5th and my individual position was most probably past 100.>< Everyone says it's not my fault that we didn't get a team medal. But I say it is. How come last year I could do it? Wasn't my leg just a little less bad? Didn't it hurt damn badly as well? But I still gritted my teeth and ran through it. What's wrong with me this year?! Could I have pushed it? Would I have made a difference? I really have no idea. Maybe I shouldn't have run this year. Maybe I should have given others a chance. Maybe, I knew deep down that I wouldn't have made it this year. Maybe that was why I was motivating the others. I was motivating myself. Maybe that was why I told everyone to pray for me. I was unsure if I would make it. I've let everyone down, carrots, mr quek, myself.
I still feel like having interval training. I still feel like nationals hasnt come. I havent achieved anything from all the past trainings since I came back to train. Apart from a pain in my left leg. Where's my cdiv medal?! I'm never gonna get it now. Never. Fuck my leg, why does it have to be so effing lousy?!! Why is it always my legs getting injured and all screwed up?!
Okay, I went out for dinner and now I'm back. I should stop being so pissed at myself eh? Any suggestions as to what I can do so that next year's nationals won't be such a disaster? .__. I want my bdiv medal.

what we could have been, 7:12 PM.
Sunday, March 22, 2009

She has only slipped into the next room
She is she and you are you
Whatever you were to each other, that you are still.
Call her by her old familiar name,
Speak to her in the easy way which you always used
Put no difference in your tone,
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow
Laugh as you always laughed together.
Play, smile, think of her, pray for her.
Let her name be ever the household world that it always was,
Let it be spoken without effect, without the trace of shadow on it.
Life means all that it ever meant.
Just keep her in your mind, your heart, and continue.
That should be what she wants.

dedicated to you.
with lots of love,
lydia(:

what we could have been, 2:53 PM.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009

OHMYGOD. OHMYGOD. OHMYGOD.
NATIONALS IS IN SEVEN MORE DAYS, JUST SEVEN!
I THINK I COULD DIE OF STRESS JUST THINKING ABOUT IT.
Remember last year when i said "stress, stress, stress, stress, stress, stress.." before the run? I was damn stressed then. And i am again now. I'm so freaked out over the race><
Yesterday we had a very very wet training. It was pouring and pouring and pouring like craaazy! :D But it was fun.:D We did warm up, one round of the race route which is around 4.3-4.6km?? It wasn't pouring then. I can't remember if it was even raining lol. But then, after stretching, when we gathered at the start point, it started raining. Oh our training was supposed to be interval, where the race route is broken down into two. Not exactly two halves, after the first interval you're supposed to go back and start from somewhere, which means you run that part twice. Yeah so it's actually more than the route. I'm digressing again. Anyway. When we were reaching the end of the first half, it started pouring. Pouring pouring pouring like maaadd! My shoes felt like stones._. Oh yeah and the whole place was flooded. Oh i forgot to mention, the starting point for the race is crazy. It's on this patch of holey grass field ._. There're so many potholes!! I'll be surprised if no one sprains their ankle. Argh why am I telling everyone our training program anyway? It's boring. Haha.
Well.
We, that is valerie and I, sold a backpack instock today! YAY! Rejoice! :D Oh and we collected the landyards already.(:
Oh yeah, everyone, go visit twocarrots.blogspot.com. Support kay?(:
tag replies(:

17 Mar 09, 23:57
darwin: hey u are taged to do a quiz in my blog ^^
if it's a damn long one i'm not gonna do it (:

14 Mar 09, 22:58
elizabelle<3: ellos!:)tag:D
HI! again. =x i really should reply tags more often..

13 Mar 09, 23:13
shaohao: TAG!
:D !

12 Mar 09, 00:07
.gen.: WHEEEE THIS ENTIRE PAGE IS GREEEEEEN ;D;D;D;D;D
YEAAH ;D green is hot, green rocks my socks :D

5 Mar 09, 19:02
yujia: link me!!
yep, will do :D

4 Mar 09, 21:39
`Jamie <3: tagged ;D
whee~ YO JAM!:D

3 Mar 09, 19:30
sici:D: hello lydia!:D my blog is http://www.frens-are-my-luv.blogspot.com/
HIHIHIHI YES I WILL LINK YOU:D JYJY FOR TRAINING!:D NATS AH!

1 Mar 09, 19:40
elizabelle<3: ellos!tag:)
yay hello! :D

1 Mar 09, 16:36
Brandon: HUR HUHR HUHR ???!!
Brandon: oh yeah . Next time you come training . YOU BETTER BE THE FIRST TO SAY HI TO ME . i mean srsly .. aint I obvious enough ?
Brandon: hey . ravishing lady . sorry .. cant help it .. xD You gotta admit thats an awesome punchline yeah ? Ravishing .
bleh. sorry sorry sorry><><

25 Feb 09, 15:48
shar: the jap version of hana kimi is definitely much nicer and funnier!!!!((: GO WATCH IT!!!
yeah i've heard(: i definitely will haha, probably during june hols LOL. IMY!! -sobs-

20 Feb 09, 15:57
`JOANNE: hellos squirrel jiayous for trng yea!
:DD you JYJY too! :D rvcarrots!!:D

what we could have been, 11:11 PM.
Saturday, February 28, 2009

WHEEE~
i think i've influenced natalie a bit,
that lee jun ki doesnt look that nice xD
his hair nice lah but other than that.. haha
i like fahrenheit now.
hmm.
i shall post one of their songs! :D


haha.
everyone should read this book.
titled.
a piece of cake.
written by
cupcake brown (:
its beautiful.
and its a true story believe it or not.(:
and she wrote it herself.

From beloved daughter to abused foster child to crack addict, this is the heart-wrenching true story of a girl named Cupcake Brown.

Following her mother's death, Cupcake was just eleven years old when she entered the child welfare system. Moved from one disastrous placement to the next she was, like so many, neglected and sexually abused. She developed a massive appetite for drugs and alchohol - an appetite fed by hustling and turning tricks - and before long, stumbled headlong into the wild, notoriously dangerous world of the gangsta.

But ironically, it was Cupcake's rapid descent into the nightmare of crack cocaine addiction that finally saved her. After one crack binge she woke up behind a dumpster. Half dressed and more than half-dead, she finally knew she had to change her life or die.

"Brutally frank, startlingly funny, A Piece of Cake is the remarkable true story of a resilient spirit who took on the worst of contemporary urban life and survived it. It is also the most genuinely affecting rollercoaster ride through hell and back that you will ever take."


super duper nice okay.
well.
she obviously didnt remian a druggie/gangsta lah.
or she'd be just a normal druggie, why write book?
go read it.
i really really really respect cupcake.
i know i wouldnt have had her courage and determination, willpower if i were placed in her situation.
i dont think i know anyone who has such mental strength.
really lah.
go read the book. (:
hopefully you'll like it as much as i do (:

what we could have been, 1:34 PM.
Saturday, February 21, 2009

hahaha i havent blogged for very very long eh? :D
sorry wor(: people who care(: if there are any ha.
its sort of because i've been busy with the blogshop, and,
watching hanakimi! :D
haha again.
when it was showing i watched bits and pieces, cause i had swimming training at that time, so now i've just rewatched the whole thing. on youtube lah.
damn nice okay.(:
i super love wuchun and ella (:
and DANSON TANG.
AAAAAAHH!
danson.
chao shuai. ;D
jiro's cuteee(:
wheeee~
chun is cute too.(:
big big eyes :D
bleargh i dont dont dont think lee jun ki is shuai lohhh nat! :D
haha.
jap actor yamapi is quite shuai too(:
but i like danson's look more haha, although i think yamapi is more shuai ;D
i'm weird (:
i really dont like lee jun ki's small eyes, small sharp nose, and dunno what other too sharp features. ><
ella is super cute in the show wheeee~ :D
and dashu.
the ghost ghost de hahhhaa. hes cute in his own way too (:
hmm i've heard the jap version of hana kimi's very nice.
i shall go watch it sometime haha.
then i'll compare :D
and post more pics wheeee~
hahaha pictures! :D

hanakimi!! :D love the show :DD


jiro and danson, from some other show. i forgot the title haha. they're drinking uncooked egg as some punishment><


omgomgomg this is soooo freakin cutee!! :D precisely why i loveee nan xue zhang (: he's already so cute, plus his hair, omg chao ji shuainess. -drools-


leejunki. i dont know why this turned out so small bleh. i dont like lee jun ki. sorry lee jun ki fans.(: (nat)


lee jun ki again. oh but this pic of him is quite cute lah i'll say(:


wheeeee~ eyecandy ;D jiro and danson(:


luan jing tian. as shen le in hana kimi. the other high jump guy in hanakimi ha.(: i think he looks cool.(: many people'll disagree haha.


tang zhi ping and danson as meitian and nan xue zhang :DD. i love meitian in the show hahaha. i like his character haha. although hes gay._. needless to say, nanxuezhang is, as usual, dangdangdang cute(: but hes missing his pink jacket D: i'll go find one it.(:


hahaha jiro as xiuyi. his brain needs a little rewiring ;D


see ella? she doesnt really look like herself does she. but she does look cute(:


wuchun!! :D shuai! :D i love his eyes, nose, and mouth. what does that say? :D


oh this is yamapi. okay bah hor?


haha there you go. his brain needs rewiring (:


i found it! :D nanxuezhang in the show goes everywhere with his pink jacket draped aroung his shoulders(:. i think its damn cute!! :D but hes supposed to be some se lang who gets girls pregnant haha.

what we could have been, 10:37 PM.

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