Monday, March 30, 2009
Bdiv and some cdiv girls received their nats medals today ._. and I felt sad D: and yeah duh, jealous ;D I still haven't got over it pahh.
Well well I've been asking my cousins about famous food places for geog but none of them are bothering replying me. Hmph.
I'm getting FAAATT!! HOW!? I knew a no exercise lifestyle wasn't right for me. Who ask me do so badly for term 1, now must quit swimming? SHITTZXC. I DONT WANT TO GET FAT!
DIET TIME :D For the first time in her life, Lydia goes on a diet.(: This way I'll also save money wheeee~
Oh science speech went okay today i guess. I don't know if I was loud enough. Oh but I ended on the dot, exactly two minutes! :D pro lydia(:
WATCH GUMMY BEAR ;D
VISIT TWOCARROTS.BLOGSPOT.COM!
Well well I've been asking my cousins about famous food places for geog but none of them are bothering replying me. Hmph.
I'm getting FAAATT!! HOW!? I knew a no exercise lifestyle wasn't right for me. Who ask me do so badly for term 1, now must quit swimming? SHITTZXC. I DONT WANT TO GET FAT!
DIET TIME :D For the first time in her life, Lydia goes on a diet.(: This way I'll also save money wheeee~
Oh science speech went okay today i guess. I don't know if I was loud enough. Oh but I ended on the dot, exactly two minutes! :D pro lydia(:
WATCH GUMMY BEAR ;D
VISIT TWOCARROTS.BLOGSPOT.COM!
what we could have been, 8:57 PM.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with
`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.
Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with
`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.
Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.
what we could have been, 12:31 PM.
Friday, March 27, 2009
100th post!
GUMMY BEAR SONG(:
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what we could have been, 10:09 PM.
Oh dont' ask me how nationals went. It was a disaster. I screwed up. Or my legs screwed up. Whichever. We came in team 5th and my individual position was most probably past 100.>< Everyone says it's not my fault that we didn't get a team medal. But I say it is. How come last year I could do it? Wasn't my leg just a little less bad? Didn't it hurt damn badly as well? But I still gritted my teeth and ran through it. What's wrong with me this year?! Could I have pushed it? Would I have made a difference? I really have no idea. Maybe I shouldn't have run this year. Maybe I should have given others a chance. Maybe, I knew deep down that I wouldn't have made it this year. Maybe that was why I was motivating the others. I was motivating myself. Maybe that was why I told everyone to pray for me. I was unsure if I would make it. I've let everyone down, carrots, mr quek, myself.
I still feel like having interval training. I still feel like nationals hasnt come. I havent achieved anything from all the past trainings since I came back to train. Apart from a pain in my left leg. Where's my cdiv medal?! I'm never gonna get it now. Never. Fuck my leg, why does it have to be so effing lousy?!! Why is it always my legs getting injured and all screwed up?!
Okay, I went out for dinner and now I'm back. I should stop being so pissed at myself eh? Any suggestions as to what I can do so that next year's nationals won't be such a disaster? .__. I want my bdiv medal.
I still feel like having interval training. I still feel like nationals hasnt come. I havent achieved anything from all the past trainings since I came back to train. Apart from a pain in my left leg. Where's my cdiv medal?! I'm never gonna get it now. Never. Fuck my leg, why does it have to be so effing lousy?!! Why is it always my legs getting injured and all screwed up?!
Okay, I went out for dinner and now I'm back. I should stop being so pissed at myself eh? Any suggestions as to what I can do so that next year's nationals won't be such a disaster? .__. I want my bdiv medal.
what we could have been, 7:12 PM.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
She has only slipped into the next room
She is she and you are you
Whatever you were to each other, that you are still.
Call her by her old familiar name,
Speak to her in the easy way which you always used
Put no difference in your tone,
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow
Laugh as you always laughed together.
Play, smile, think of her, pray for her.
Let her name be ever the household world that it always was,
Let it be spoken without effect, without the trace of shadow on it.
Life means all that it ever meant.
Just keep her in your mind, your heart, and continue.
That should be what she wants.
dedicated to you.
with lots of love,
lydia(:
She is she and you are you
Whatever you were to each other, that you are still.
Call her by her old familiar name,
Speak to her in the easy way which you always used
Put no difference in your tone,
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow
Laugh as you always laughed together.
Play, smile, think of her, pray for her.
Let her name be ever the household world that it always was,
Let it be spoken without effect, without the trace of shadow on it.
Life means all that it ever meant.
Just keep her in your mind, your heart, and continue.
That should be what she wants.
dedicated to you.
with lots of love,
lydia(:
what we could have been, 2:53 PM.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
OHMYGOD. OHMYGOD. OHMYGOD.
NATIONALS IS IN SEVEN MORE DAYS, JUST SEVEN!
I THINK I COULD DIE OF STRESS JUST THINKING ABOUT IT.
Remember last year when i said "stress, stress, stress, stress, stress, stress.." before the run? I was damn stressed then. And i am again now. I'm so freaked out over the race><
Yesterday we had a very very wet training. It was pouring and pouring and pouring like craaazy! :D But it was fun.:D We did warm up, one round of the race route which is around 4.3-4.6km?? It wasn't pouring then. I can't remember if it was even raining lol. But then, after stretching, when we gathered at the start point, it started raining. Oh our training was supposed to be interval, where the race route is broken down into two. Not exactly two halves, after the first interval you're supposed to go back and start from somewhere, which means you run that part twice. Yeah so it's actually more than the route. I'm digressing again. Anyway. When we were reaching the end of the first half, it started pouring. Pouring pouring pouring like maaadd! My shoes felt like stones._. Oh yeah and the whole place was flooded. Oh i forgot to mention, the starting point for the race is crazy. It's on this patch of holey grass field ._. There're so many potholes!! I'll be surprised if no one sprains their ankle. Argh why am I telling everyone our training program anyway? It's boring. Haha.
Well.
We, that is valerie and I, sold a backpack instock today! YAY! Rejoice! :D Oh and we collected the landyards already.(:
Oh yeah, everyone, go visit twocarrots.blogspot.com. Support kay?(:
tag replies(:
17 Mar 09, 23:57
darwin: hey u are taged to do a quiz in my blog ^^
if it's a damn long one i'm not gonna do it (:
14 Mar 09, 22:58
elizabelle<3: ellos!:)tag:D
HI! again. =x i really should reply tags more often..
13 Mar 09, 23:13
shaohao: TAG!
:D !
12 Mar 09, 00:07
.gen.: WHEEEE THIS ENTIRE PAGE IS GREEEEEEN ;D;D;D;D;D
YEAAH ;D green is hot, green rocks my socks :D
5 Mar 09, 19:02
yujia: link me!!
yep, will do :D
4 Mar 09, 21:39
`Jamie <3: tagged ;D
whee~ YO JAM!:D
3 Mar 09, 19:30
sici:D: hello lydia!:D my blog is http://www.frens-are-my-luv.blogspot.com/
HIHIHIHI YES I WILL LINK YOU:D JYJY FOR TRAINING!:D NATS AH!
1 Mar 09, 19:40
elizabelle<3: ellos!tag:)
yay hello! :D
1 Mar 09, 16:36
Brandon: HUR HUHR HUHR ???!!
Brandon: oh yeah . Next time you come training . YOU BETTER BE THE FIRST TO SAY HI TO ME . i mean srsly .. aint I obvious enough ?
Brandon: hey . ravishing lady . sorry .. cant help it .. xD You gotta admit thats an awesome punchline yeah ? Ravishing .
bleh. sorry sorry sorry><><
25 Feb 09, 15:48
shar: the jap version of hana kimi is definitely much nicer and funnier!!!!((: GO WATCH IT!!!
yeah i've heard(: i definitely will haha, probably during june hols LOL. IMY!! -sobs-
20 Feb 09, 15:57
`JOANNE: hellos squirrel jiayous for trng yea!
:DD you JYJY too! :D rvcarrots!!:D
NATIONALS IS IN SEVEN MORE DAYS, JUST SEVEN!
I THINK I COULD DIE OF STRESS JUST THINKING ABOUT IT.
Remember last year when i said "stress, stress, stress, stress, stress, stress.." before the run? I was damn stressed then. And i am again now. I'm so freaked out over the race><
Yesterday we had a very very wet training. It was pouring and pouring and pouring like craaazy! :D But it was fun.:D We did warm up, one round of the race route which is around 4.3-4.6km?? It wasn't pouring then. I can't remember if it was even raining lol. But then, after stretching, when we gathered at the start point, it started raining. Oh our training was supposed to be interval, where the race route is broken down into two. Not exactly two halves, after the first interval you're supposed to go back and start from somewhere, which means you run that part twice. Yeah so it's actually more than the route. I'm digressing again. Anyway. When we were reaching the end of the first half, it started pouring. Pouring pouring pouring like maaadd! My shoes felt like stones._. Oh yeah and the whole place was flooded. Oh i forgot to mention, the starting point for the race is crazy. It's on this patch of holey grass field ._. There're so many potholes!! I'll be surprised if no one sprains their ankle. Argh why am I telling everyone our training program anyway? It's boring. Haha.
Well.
We, that is valerie and I, sold a backpack instock today! YAY! Rejoice! :D Oh and we collected the landyards already.(:
Oh yeah, everyone, go visit twocarrots.blogspot.com. Support kay?(:
tag replies(:
17 Mar 09, 23:57
darwin: hey u are taged to do a quiz in my blog ^^
if it's a damn long one i'm not gonna do it (:
14 Mar 09, 22:58
elizabelle<3: ellos!:)tag:D
HI! again. =x i really should reply tags more often..
13 Mar 09, 23:13
shaohao: TAG!
:D !
12 Mar 09, 00:07
.gen.: WHEEEE THIS ENTIRE PAGE IS GREEEEEEN ;D;D;D;D;D
YEAAH ;D green is hot, green rocks my socks :D
5 Mar 09, 19:02
yujia: link me!!
yep, will do :D
4 Mar 09, 21:39
`Jamie <3: tagged ;D
whee~ YO JAM!:D
3 Mar 09, 19:30
sici:D: hello lydia!:D my blog is http://www.frens-are-my-luv.blogspot.com/
HIHIHIHI YES I WILL LINK YOU:D JYJY FOR TRAINING!:D NATS AH!
1 Mar 09, 19:40
elizabelle<3: ellos!tag:)
yay hello! :D
1 Mar 09, 16:36
Brandon: HUR HUHR HUHR ???!!
Brandon: oh yeah . Next time you come training . YOU BETTER BE THE FIRST TO SAY HI TO ME . i mean srsly .. aint I obvious enough ?
Brandon: hey . ravishing lady . sorry .. cant help it .. xD You gotta admit thats an awesome punchline yeah ? Ravishing .
bleh. sorry sorry sorry><><
25 Feb 09, 15:48
shar: the jap version of hana kimi is definitely much nicer and funnier!!!!((: GO WATCH IT!!!
yeah i've heard(: i definitely will haha, probably during june hols LOL. IMY!! -sobs-
20 Feb 09, 15:57
`JOANNE: hellos squirrel jiayous for trng yea!
:DD you JYJY too! :D rvcarrots!!:D
what we could have been, 11:11 PM.
