i'm sad.
i wont be training for 3weeks.
and if my ATTITUDE TOWARDS CHINESE doesnt improve, i still wont be training after the 3weeks.
i'll be studying CHINESE.
by then exams would have alr ended.
say aft the 3weeks i 'improve' i will get my swimming stuff back, but if i tuibu then it'll go back to my mum's office.
which means i'll be studying through the holidays.
WHAT SHIT IS THIS!?
i might not even be able to go for brandon's chalet now.
i wont be able to go out with you sbbs le.
i hate this.
my chinese sucks.
cannot ah.
you everything good so i must be the same.
huh.
from now on
i'll be studying AT LEAST 2 hours of chinese a day.
watching chinese news every night.
not to mention studying for every other friggin subject.
until improvement is seen, my swimming stuff will stay in my mum's office.
its all the stupid zuowens fault.
it was terrible.
so yangmeh wrote terrible comments on it.
well i dont blame him.
that one was my fault
maybe i shd have hid it?
or maybe i shd look on the bright side of things.
now my chinese will improve.
but my timings. like shit.
how can i not swim for 3weeks then go for crossculture the next week?
take away my running shoes still better loh.
at least aft exams mrquek will force me to come back.
i will miss you sharley genji bello darwin brandon!!
maybe i will find a way to go warren study?
hai.
i shall be optimistic.
my chinese will improve.
my chinese will improve.
my chinese will improve.
if i ever try to sleep during chinese class you guys must remind me kay?
now i'm gonna eat lunch.
i'm gonna have to rewrite the xiao yuan de zao chen zuowen.
bleh.:x
oh btw my mum tore up the original piece.
now i cant do gaizheng.
how am i gonna tell yangmeh?
hahahahahah.
toodles(:
what we could have been, 12:54 PM.