i changed my blogskin(:
i remember someone having this blogskin sometime ago.. but i just cant seem to remember who it was.
anyway.
i just read a book.
titled nineteen minutes.
its super super super good canzxc!
go read it people.
i'll probably post some quotes from there haha.
it sort of portrays all that teenager stress?
in a over exaggerated way of course.
maybe its typical american or whatever.
anyway its really really good and everyone who hasn't, should go read it.x)
its by jodi picoult.
i'm suffering from shock.
i cant believe someone like him would do something like that.
but he hasnt really told me the details haha so i cant be sure if its anything to make a big deal out of.
omg lah.
i still damn shocked tio.
haha i think my english has improved.
as in i type better english and i speak better english.
exclude the sentence three lines above.
the rest of the post should seem quite proper hahaha.
i wonder where all that came from.
i know its dumb haha but when i read some old smses i really laughed out loud lol.
the way i used to type is hiliarious.
hahaha nevermind.
ahh i bet when i return to school all these proper english stuff will disappear.
i suppose its because i havent been speaking to those super singlish people for a very very long time. (i'm grounded see ><)
before i start ranting about the grounding,
i shall insert a quote.
"By the time you read this, I hope to be dead.
You can't undo something that's happened; you can't take back a word that's already been said out loud. You'll think about me and wish that you had been able to talk me out of this. You'll try to figure out what would have been the one right thing to say, to do. I guess I should tell you, Don't blame yourself; this isn't your fault, but that would be a lie. We both know that I didn't get here by myself.
You'll cry, at my funeral. You'll say it didn't have to be this way. You will act like everyone expects you to. But will you miss me?
More importantly--will I miss you?
Does either one of us really want to hear the answer to that question?"that was the first page of nineteen minutes.
go read it.
its a sad book.
but beautiful.
you know, i was just looking at this picture.
again.
haha.

did i look thinner then?
i've gained weight ><
lack of exercise (duh it used to be 7 times a week now its 3 times)
haha.
i need to swim. (how can i keep the label 'swimmer' if i don't even swim once a week?)
and i need to eat less.
i eat super alot lah.
too much for my own good.
i skipped supper today you know.
pro right?
hahaha.
i drank a cup of milo instead.
and i'm feeling hungry><
i miss swimming.
i miss the feel of the water.
i sort of feel abit stiff if i dont swim.
well at least i have running.
my posts are getting extremely long arent they?
nevermind.
my phone cable spoil x(
the one that connects to the computer.
so i cant upload pictures.
i spose i'd better sleep soon.
or at least try to sleep.
its 1.16 and i didnt exactly wake up very late today.
unless 645 is considered late.
oh i havent mentioned.
today during training sharon did some imba timing.
39++min for 8km.
i just cant seem to do 38 again zz.
i did it like before nats i think?
ard march or april maybe?
argh i should just go sleep now.
or i'd continue ranting on and on.
byebye people.
what we could have been, 12:20 AM.